You Love Me But You Dont Know Who I Am [entries|friends|calendar] Sam...a.k.a. Cockamamie Peacock [ website | My Website ] [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[09 Jan 2006|06:27pm] YO!!!! im still alive just havent been on here in a while....wow i used to be addicted to this thing....oh well <3 ya! post comment

[10 Sep 2005|10:19am] You Are an Intense Kisser When you kiss, it's deep and powerful You don't take kissing lightly Your kisses always have meaning And they always make your head spin What's Your Kissing Style? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You Are A Banana Flavored Condom! Hot, wild, and overtly sexual. Your over the top style is loved by some, hated by others - but never ignored. Once lovers taste your flavor, they always crave *more*! What Flavor Condom Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a 12 your best quality is youre fake and you love it! your worst quality is theres nothing bad about you this is because you were always this way Quiz created with MemeGen! .. You scored as Stoner. </td> Stoner 100% Loner 94% Punk/Rebel 81% Goth 75% Ghetto gangsta 75% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 38% Drama nerd 31% Geek 6% What..s Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com Your Porn Star Name is: Sweetest Sin Get your own Porn Star Name SAMATHA S is for Serious A is for Ambitious M is for Mystical A is for Articulate T is for Timeless H is for Helpful A is for Alluring What Does Your Name Mean? post comment

[05 Sep 2005|12:32pm] hey!!!!!!! people check out my myspace!!!!! www.myspace.com/cellochick love ya! post comment

[27 Jun 2005|11:42am] holy shit! long time no update!! ok well FYI I PASSED 10TH GRADE!! YAY FOR ME!!!! ive got my man back and im getting my permit. uhhh check out my myspace www.myspace.com/cellochick post comment

[15 Apr 2005|04:17pm] ha ha ha ha ha people suck but i am relizing that i have friends who love me. thanks 3 comments|post comment

[07 Apr 2005|09:27pm] Well you’re the real tough cookie with the long history Of breaking little hearts, like the one in me That’s o.k., lets see how you do it Put up your dukes, lets get down to it! Hit me with your best shot! Why don’t you hit me with your best shot! Hit me with your best shot! Fire away! You come on with a come on, you don’t fight fair But that’s o.k., see if I care! Knock me down, it’s all in vain I’ll get right back on my feet again! Hit me with your best shot! Why don’t you hit me with your best shot! Hit me with your best shot! Fire away! Well you’re the real tough cookie with the long history Of breaking little hearts, like the one in me Before I put another notch in my lipstick case You better make sure you put me in my place Hit me with your best shot! Come on, hit me with your best shot! Hit me with your best shot! Fire away! Hit me with your best shot! Why don’t you hit me with your best shot! Hit me with your best shot! Fire away! post comment

[02 Apr 2005|01:01pm] [ mood | angry ] Becuz of the fact that my privecy was invaded and now my entire family thinks im nuts and that i need help (even tho im only getting worse and i am seeing no help) i have been forced to delete my entire journal and now im doing a freinds only one and it sucks becuz i cant have a lot of ppl on my list. i hate my family more than ever now. i dont want anything from any of you. let me live my life the way i want let me fuck it up anyway i want to fuck it up, with whoever i want to fuck, and let me die in peace. thats all i want. i know ive made bad choices, i smoke newport 100's i smoke weed from time to time, once in a while ill drink. im 16 years old im trying to have fun. i have almost no friends and the friends that i do have do the same things i do. yes im depressed. i have issues and a lot of problems. i dont want to be on this earth becuz i dont think i deserve to be here. everyday its a fight. a fight for my life a fight for the person i love all fights and i dont want to deal with them. everyday i wake up just wanting to die. the man that i love is in JAIL. hes 20 years old. i love him and when he gets out of jail im going to be at his side. i dont care what anyone else says. ive been depressed a long long time. years actually, but ive always had one person to help me becuz im EXACTLY like him and we've gone through ALL the same problems. now, hes left me to basically die from the inside out becuz he wants to fuck someone 12 years younger than him. now i hate him and want him out of my life. no one knows how i feel. nothing hurts anymore. its all the same. im so used to bein left and forgotten about. i feel nothing, no pain when i cut myself, no emotion when i fight with my friends or family, i dont even feel the tears when i cry. 2 more years and im gone. im leaving home and never looking back. MAYBE then ill be happy. lastly, for everyone who says that they love me and that they are there for me FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU DIE, YOU ARE ALL A BUNCH OF LIARS. LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. only one person truly loves me and hes not even here to save me becuz hes in jail. l 1 comment|post comment

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